the new meds.

The new medication the I have been put on mostlikey eill have to be stopped,it is coausion gme to be confuded and my speechg is not that great,i have amessqge to my doctor ad waitng for a reply.i hopee ican jdur stop it.

note.

Due to the SEIZURES,there will be an electronic bloodbath coming. I have to cut back on computer time,I just have to.
That being said the number of blogs that I follow will be reduced greatly.If your blog is deleted,I'm sorry that I did this to you.I have cut back on other things that I do with my computer.game playing and visiting different sites as well.
This may only be temporary. If the seizures settle down than I'll add some of you back.

an apology

I have to make an apology to all my blog friends. I have not been commenting much lately. I feel like the energy that I once had is ebbing. I read the blogs and just can not come up with some to say. For that I am sorry. I do not know if it has anything to do with what has been going for the past couple of months or what. It seems that when I fell in June and the latest go around with the chest pain and the failed tests I just do not have the energy to comment and worse yet to do posting. again I'm sorry that I may be letting my friends down.

when it rains it pours.

Yesterday was not a fun day. last night while sitting here at the computer I started to feel pain in my chest. so we called for an EMS Squad to take me to the hospital. They gave me medications to ease the pain in the ambulance and I was taken to the hospital where I was kept overnight for monitoring. They said that all the tests showed that I did not have a heart attack,but I needed to be followed up by ny doctor and have a stress test done.

A word about the video posted just below.

I have posted a disturbing video it may not be suitable for a child to watch. It involves the death of a woman who was mentally ill,and the callous attitude taken about her!

THIS IS MY OPINION,BASED ON MY EXPERIENCES,AND THIS IS THE ONLY APOLOGY THAT I WILL MAKE.

It would seem to me that if you are "poor" or on a fixed income and are being treated by a mental health professional. you are treated differently. I have seen people treated like something the cat forgot to bury. Because of some of the medications that they take.
I even have been a victim of such treatment myself. I will not go into the details.That is between the individuals and God to take up.
Now on the other hand if you are fortunate to have money,you are treated like royalty.No matter what your health issues are.

If you take exception to this posting.I welcome your descent,I will allow that to be published,as long as you keep it civil.If not I will delete it.
Let's show some decorum here people!

Boy did I blow it this time.

I finally did figure out where the Baby shower was at,Swampy 's place. I hope she will understand due to what was going on this week.

The bad thing is that I had Swamp's site confused with a different site. I wish I could remember that site as well I know I really enjoyed visiting that site as well.. mike you are such a goof.

when things go wrong.

today has been both fun and not so fun.I have had several seizures through out the day. I am lucky when I just sit and stare off into spaces,that is how some of my seizures start but they progress into shaking,flopping all over the place kind of quickly.I cannot just keep upping the meds for the seizures and or taking a lot of different meds for the same problem,they may interfere with the other meds I take for the different things that are going on in this train wreck of a body.
This being said,I'm going to do my breathing treatment eairly and go to bed.That way I can sleep of this monster of a headache that I get after a seizure,and that sometimes that monster shows up as a warning the one is comming. Goodnight everybody.I hope that you had a great day today and a great one tomarrow as well.

a hearty thank you.

Today I visited Projectmommy,she had some flashing kids on her site and I pointed out that it may trigger a seizure in me.I said that I not be able to visit her site if that was up for long.Not I am not saying that a person does not have the right to post what ever they want on their sites,I just pointed out my situation and that there maybe other bloggers that have the same condition as well.so she took the flashing children down and apologized to me for having them on her site.She even left me a comment that she in fact took them off her site. I AM VERY THANKFUL THAT SHE MADE THAT CONCESSION FOR ME,AND ANYONE ELSE THAT MAY HAVE SEIZURES.WITH GREAT GRATITUDE THANK YOU FOR DOING THAT FOR ME.